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Finding My Way Home

by Sloth Hands

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I wish our ideas were covered in gold So somebody would take an interest in them And I hope for the time when our days won't be counted Down by the hour until we get home I think that we ought to know where we come from And think about all the things that we hated Are they just things you can't do or just things you won't If you're not scared of anything what's holding you back Some days I wish I would walk around more Than just the one trip outside to my mailbox I've fallen into I don't want to move Work through the evening and sleep through the day If you're coming to my house then we're sharing a beer We'll talk about politics and the state of the world Cause it's this day in age when honesty's faltered And when it prevails it's in the worst way Look at the jackasses on that podium Never have I talked so much back to my TV Applause and interruption and shouting matches Sometimes it's easy to turn off the news
2.
If I could see him one more time Hear me now repent my sins Would you take me in A lost man on the street Liquid compass ain't working Would you take me in I shout it at the top of my lungs Heard it echo back behind me Would you take me in A blade of grass bent so well I never felt so at ease Would you take me in As long as you come back down You know I will There's lighting in my mind It's saving up for a war Would you take me in I take what I can get for a while While looking out the barricades Would you take me in In the wasteland by my house The only time I feel free Would you take me in To leave this skeleton I climb the tallest tree Would you take me in As long as you come back down Home is all around when you abandon your bones
3.
I rode my bike across the county line And made my way up through to Wisconsin The grit and the gravel in my holy shoes Tells me when I've had enough Cause I'd like to get lost more often But I'm not so good at finding my way home "What are you doing?" I hear from behind me "Turn around I'm taking you in" I said "not much harm can come from walking around but I understand you're just doing your job" Trespassing we are Criminals we aren't When all of business stands at a halt Abandoned industrial parks remain As places to explore and wind down in Cause if you don't use it we will use it If you don't use it we will use it
4.
I've seen at least five ambulances fly by my window today But this morning I saw a cardinal It was contrasting the rain And the indents in your sheets tell you what you got Well that mystery ain't nothing at all I've seen whole centuries get boiled down to one sentence Two maybe three But I got this small town and two wheels to my name And you stay up way too late talking your existence Well that mystery ain't nothing at all I saw a light that was framed behind the truth to everything It's a grainy rough aesthetic But it helps me understand Where it is we stand and where it is we'll go Well that mystery ain't nothing at all There's a giant boulder that rest on the banks of the Mississippi River Impacting on the surface is glass that's made of stone And it's 20 years old Eternally dormant Well that mystery ain't nothing no more She fell to the floor before I could close and lock the door I threw down my bags I haven't seen you in so long I can't wait to leave just to come back home That mystery ain't nothing at all Mystery ain't nothing to me no more Mystery ain't nothing at all
5.
All the times driving home from work I never noticed that retail store you used to work at When you weren't teaching When I open my eyes When I look around Time just feels later than it is On a neighbor's lawn a bike sits out Through summer fall and winter months It will be here as long as I am here When the rusting starts When it falls apart Time just feels later than it is Empty shoes wait by the door The world is waiting it's not that hard Say the teeth marks on your legs And scratches on your arms Without you in bed Without the claws to drag me out Time just feels later than it is Down by the creek at the water's edge There's a tire fire burning deepest black smoke As three young souls battle their own creation I've learned this one thing's more true than false It's the the things that we burn Is everything we got By the time we come around By the time we get the chance Time just feels later than it is
6.
Leader of the Bowry Boys in1834 or so A boxer named Poole first name William the Butcher He was there At the heart of America's fist With an iron grip on its dreams A white man in New York he had fancied himself a native Took disgust with all the Irish and the others who were not Just like him The fist of America's heart With a dream of choking it out Now William had enemies and wouldn't you know one day He got shot in a parlor room and died a couple days After that And with his last breath he thanked God That he got to die a true American Now William's apparition has risen from the grave and Takes revenge on all the ballot boxes haunts us every day Oh my friend Ain't no pistol that can stop the heart In the fist of a toxic dream Pull fingers out one by one 'Til knuckles lay open face I won't vote for a ghost Nothing they can do can't be undone
7.
Well the sun is coming through the window And it's barely blocking out That devil on the screen who's telling us Who we gotta be I guess we should be thankful For some things we'll never see Just fade to black Roll the credits Don't bother yourself with this During free time I am at work When I'm dreaming I am working Cause wherever I am, guitar in hand That's when I'm on the clock When the landlords come around We'll make sure no one ever knows About that secret on four legs we share Ain't she our best friend The farmer's pulling crops one day and He's getting ready to sell But the general's here to low ball you Back into the ground Don't worry it's just a puff of smoke It'll get you to the market And right on through the gates of hell To get you what you need Images flicker overhead It's a mighty fine evening To start cracking your crustacean skin And smile at yourself Well I know the local newsboy and he Stutters all the time It's you and me and the devil on the screen Looking for a normal life There's a family there across the grass I can see their house from here There's a man with a truck and sawdust hands He's building something up The next few weeks I drive on by and Underneath that tree Is a picnic bench and a pile of dust And a couple silhouettes Now all my friends do what they can They work with what they got Cause at the end of the day gray hair is here Reaping what we sow The Dust Bowl hero comes to work He wants to till more soil But the young folk stay like prairie grassroots Dancing in the rain So don't let 'em tell you to be thankful For their history Cause everything they got was taken As spoils from someone's death So let's make our art and plant our feet Firmly in the ground And make the best of getting by Turn pain into community And shove this life back in their face And we'll shove it and We'll wait for the dust bowl to just blow over Cause it ain't so simple living simple anymore
8.
Turn The Key 03:56
Turn it over, till the soil Make your small revolutions now Take what you need but ask for forgiveness Growing old sounds better than it is Then I got to thinking about how There's so much to be afraid of Then I turn the key Dig up the bones and all the artifacts Spend some time learning 'bout the past Build skyscrapers high take a trip to the moon Water those seeds until they're all grown up Before I go to work I think of every single Dream I've ever had Then I turn the key Think of that watershed and try to find the part That doesn't dry up in the middle of the summer Think of the working folk, think of the bees Dow Jones numbers and GDP Then I got to thinking about how Much time we get that feels worthwhile Then I turn the key

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This album is comprised of folk songs. I've always really liked folk music for it's musical simplicity and lyrical storytelling. These songs come from a year of social and political frustration. But the overarching theme of these songs is a celebration of space. They're about natural spaces--abandoned, wide open, public, and private--and the enjoyment of those spaces. In a time when so few people value natural space, it's important to preserve these areas. It's important to find your local space--public or private, abandoned or fully active--and just hang out and explore. It's about finding a space, be it physical or non-physical, and and taking time to recognize where you're at in the broadest sense.

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released November 5, 2016

Recorded at The Bronze, Johnny's Basement, and Mom's Basement

On this recording Sloth Hands is:
AJ -- vocals, guitar, harmonica
John -- drums/percussion, background vocals, slide guitar, banjo
Briana -- background vocals

Album cover photo by AJ

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