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Vacation's Over

by Sloth Hands

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1.
Guts 02:43
I wanna be more confident I wanna tell people to fuck off I wanna learn to say "no" more often and I wanna grow up I wanna be drawn and quartered Stretch me out, I'm tired and exhausted I'm always falling down an upward staircase Any day now my teeth will fall out They're cracking up every time I say I'm okay With every step, a crack in my knees I use my last breath to pick me up Why's it a fight just to spill out my guts I wanna stop being so lifeless Maybe I'm just a bit too jaded Can coincidence really happen all the time I wanna see what I've never seen I wanna fall asleep on a public train And not feel lost by the time that I wake up Standing there, you should've known better You're old enough to not get crushed by the Stupid questions you should know the answers to
2.
I walk down to my theater marquee The one on second street, showing some weird movie We got a little high and a bit too judgmental And on the L the people look so beaten up All their cell phone lights, they're drying out my eyes Underneath my theater marquee Slouched posture, yeah, we could be anything And with Wednesday morning axes in my head I get my relief down at my theater marquee I'm getting caught up in passing conversations Of teenage ideologies of vodka mixed with gaterade If you think too heavy you'll never get drunk You're just gonna get yourself a little too fucked up With a mind that's racing and jaw that's wired shut She says "it looks like you lost" I said "no," "But I'm not winning, I'm barely breaking even"
3.
Wasteland 03:42
We did stupid stunts on shopping carts until we graduated school And then I never, ever, saw you again We climbed trees and blew stuff up when we would hang out in that wasteland We made homemade ziplines and roller coasters out of anything we could find We walked along the drainage ditches to see how lost we could get It's something I was really good at while always keeping my cool I get lost all the time, and in my dreams I struggle to fly away from Slasher villains trying to rip out my insides Back in my wasteland I was a loaded gun I was a lone wolf howling at nothing But I got away from everyone You were a landslide I was growing pine tree You were a sun to get burned by And I fell asleep outside in my wasteland Time is running out and I don't know if I have heart to really go for this
4.
Hotel Room 03:45
He said he's sorry he'll never see you again He turned his back and he's stomping on Bibles 'Cause the only constant known is always turning They get to do what they want to do And they get to do it once a week If this is the plan then it sounds like shit to me I'm not sleeping I'm just tired After another day of wringing myself out Over yesterday's best guess on multiple choices It's really not hard to find the suspect In the reel-to-reel of every day Come one come all to the whole bloody affair And now I blew all my luck on a hotel room for one And how, remind me again, is all of this even worth it Feeling alone when you're alone Alone in a hotel room Burning the candle at both ends God damn that's such a boring virtue It's in the quiet spaces we learn to break the rules
5.
Graveyards 04:13
How many miles 'til we're done with the Bible Belt States 'Cause I'm in Hell It's Bibles and bullets on billboards 1-800 It sells itself And the busy stay busy if we want them or not They're just following orders To build those sprawling highways up from our decimation Those bones wrapped in green embroidered uniforms Got me feeling nostalgia and resentment For giving up on my ideals 'Cause I am too nervous to entertain The notion of moving far away So I put myself up for sale in every graveyard Levittown, don't fail me now Just tell me where I need to go I knelt down at your alter and you told me I'm going nowhere I learn to untether the weight of my past and toxic generations The outline of your portrait breaks the mirror I'm looking in Levittown, I guess you finally broke us down Duck & Cover bought us out I was bleeding all the time Looking for a place to hide Cauterize, seal off the wound Pick yourself up every day Keep your tunnel vision locked Get there any way you can Levittown, you finally broke us down
6.
Teeth 03:15
Who would've known that being in our twenties meant we're slowing down Maybe it's too much sleep when a good night's rest keeps me tired Our working days just take away our time here And when I finally make it to the break room I think to myself How did I even get here You know I haven't felt things speed up at all A broken jaw with a bloody mouth And those teeth are so hard to swallow We celebrate the smallest things 'cause that's what keeps us running The city is alive in a wall decor kind of way I want to test just how fragile I am As we make our way through these small town bars tonight Every new day something kills me slowly The funny thing is that it doesn't affect me Sitting there frozen, stuck in the backseat Chewing through rope, I'm trying to break free
7.
It was with stale fingertips you said all the things you couldn't say to your friends and your family At the end of the night when you're staring into nothing but before you crawl into your bed On that napkin at the bottom of your glass you wrote a note to yourself for the morning It read Here's a brand new 95 Theses To keep the blood in your eyes in the morning This is your Old Testament god It keeps your body feeling fire and fury This is something you do for yourself And no one else You do it forever You spend the next day hovered over the best $100 ever spent You repeat yourself til you find out what works no matter how simple or cliche Take stock of yourself, it's time to confess your sins Show up It's time to go to church
8.
Sorry I had to go and die like this I probably didn't want to feel this way at the end Where I spend my life running myself into the ground What do I care, this comes to everyone Now maybe I can give something back to this ugly world And finally be that change that I wanted to be I want you to know that I'm okay down here Although I think this is overrated Rumors of relief and dread have been drawn out Yeah, it's just something that happens And I know it sucks but whatever I saw a deer get hit today By a truck going south on 39 Deer in the headlights, yeah, I thought that felt familiar A lot of the time I felt used up But I didn't struggle to wake up with you next to me We'll captain this ship, get lost, and find our way home
9.
Looking down every alleyway until the grass outgrows our gravestones 'Cause nothing kills as good as mystery We'll think of all the Never-Do-Wells as they think of what comes next And what's the next thing on their chopping block I guess we'll find out soon Until then, I turn the static up White noise is nice noise When deep breaths don't come as easy as they used to We're looking for those Carnival Towns That the old ones remember And new ones just read about Taking whatever you can when you're able to take what you can get 'Cause nothing motivates like borrowed time At the start of today we're already tired of tomorrow What's the next thing on their chopping block I guess we'll find out soon Until then, I turn the static up White noise is nice noise When deep breaths don't come as easy as they used to We're looking for those Carnival Towns Will we ever find them 'Cause nothing has felt right since that murder of 1963 The angels on the church walls remind me that everything is wrong I remember things breaking down at the carnival Since everyone abandoned it in 1968 After the bodies from the accidents went missing Yeah, I remember things breaking down at the carnival
10.
Personal 04:00
We were all wrong thinking good of ourselves Looking for the tiniest scapegoats with our shotguns loaded Moral compass in hand We got our routine, we take what we can get But I want to be more than the sum of my work again I want to be useful Now I'm stuck in traffic with bad opinions again I know we'll live through this but I can't wait 'til you're dead It's personal Every new day we throw ourselves into the gears It's personal The revolutions we made in these basements together against all odds It's something I didn't know when I was young Is everyone gets a little apathetic sometimes It's hard to explain how much I'm decaying, so I stick to the easy words Most are four letters or less, and that's okay I wonder why it is I make time to execute myself with this Is there anyone around here to talk to to make plans for early retirement I wonder why it is I make time to execute myself with this Yeah, I wonder
11.
Vacation 05:00
Every time I drive at night I run into all of life's questions And on my morning drive I see all the billboards screaming bloody murder Sometimes this town just don't feel like my home It's temporary 'til I get myself figured out Every 30 miles or so there's construction and bottlenecks of semi-trucks There's concrete dust coming through the vents and in through my window pane I listen to the news while I'm parked on the highway Greetings from nowhere, I'm enjoying my vacation These past couple months I haven't done anything except what I'm supposed to do And everyone around me is in such a shitty mood, and I am too So I pull out my bike as soon as I get home I leave the car behind because it's time for my vacation And I ride my bike Because I fucking hate driving And I wanna enjoy my vacation How much of this is from the past couple months Is there someone out there sabotaging me I wanna bust skulls I wanna start showing up I wanna kick down doors Destroy what holds me back Okay, I'm gunning for revenge Too many mornings I wake up With a punch in my gut And people in my ear saying It's time for me to learn to swim But you can all go to hell I'm gonna dry myself out So your family's steeped in tradition And most of your friends have drifted away It's okay to start slowing down And figure out what stops rattling your bones I'm gonna stop letting my younger self be a gag reflex to me I'm gonna stop being ashamed to take some time to myself I wanna speak with some candor in my daily conversations I wanna start taking myself a little more seriously Yeah, you can all go to hell I'm gonna dry myself out
12.
It was a couple decades, maybe more When we realized it'd only been a few months We're looking down the gun barrels of our leaders We were passing by, just drifting through with no purpose When we came upon a field of gravestones You said "one day I'll make it out of Monument Valley" Where all the outlaws know my name for all the wrong reasons I'm on too many hit lists We're running out of gas I guess it's time for us to get the fuck out of Dodge We gotta get the fuck out of Dodge I remember mourning the rattlesnakes Who got their heads chopped off with shovels By people with nothing better to do There's some guy going to the store again He's gonna tell the cashier virtues of having an arsenal in your basement The cashier whispers "one day I'll make it out of Monument Valley" Get all your rattlesnakes and cashiers and vagrants One day we'll make it out of Monument Valley Gather all your rattlesnakes and vagrants One day we'll make it out of Monument Valley

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released May 17, 2019

On this recording, Sloth Hands is

AJ: guitar, vocals, harmonica
Briana: bass, backup vocals
John: drums, backup vocals

Recorded at Movie House Studios
Mixed by AJ
Mastered by Troy Sennett

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